New Year's Eve Party

I walked to Krylbo all by myself to get to the New Year's Eve party. It was quite nice to walk in the woods, though a bit scary thinking I am a girl completely alone and some  random man walks by with a systembolagetskasse in his hand. :P I had a great time with friends celebrating the new year. All of a sudden there were so many people in Ida's apartment. I had red wine, cider and champagne. I met Linn, an old friend of mine, in the party. Both of us we're so surprised to see each other in the same party. It was so great to see her again.
I slept over and woke up at 1 PM, I must have been really tired. I walked back home as well.
I have a little headache so I had to take a 1-hour nap. It's almost gone now. Still searching for a place to live in Stockholm.

Downton Abbey Christmas Special

OMG OMG OMG Season 4 Episode 9 is up!
I'm so ready! Tea, cookies, chocolates, candle lights - PERFECT!
I'll be back soon.

Happy Christmas!

And so this is Xmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young

More photos coming up later.

And did I tell you that I am moving to Stockholm in January?! 

I am so psyched! :-D

By the way, is it weird that I sometimes feel like I want all my books in my bed and sleep with them? I don't know why but I do it sometimes! I just love the fact that they are many and they're all beautiful and thick! I love looking at them and touching the pages, haha! :-o :-D

Feeling better

Feeling better but not 100% and I know it because I know when I am feeling great.

So uhm . . . have I told you, my dear diary, that I have got accepted to Stockholm University? 8 of us got in and that made me feel really proud of myself. I'm quite blown away and I am feeling so much relief right now.

So there's one thought in my head that I have to write down right now. Thing is, I am not all alone in this because I have told a music friend about it too and he felt the same way. I have always thought, automatically, that whenever I listen to classical music, it makes me in some way more intelligent. That my brain, in some way, learns even if I do not know it, even if I don't want to. I am not thinking like "today I have to learn something from listening to classical music." It's not like that. It's more like subconscious.

"Känner igen det lite! Jag känner att jag hela tiden lär mig undermedvetet om melodier och skalor och sånt som är  relativt komplext i den klassiska musiken. De gamla klassiska mästarna  har ju lyckats göra något bra, varför återuppfinna hjulet när man kan ta vad de gjort och förändra det." Oh yes my friend, I could not agree more.

The Hobbit: Desolation of Smaug

Hey, dear online diary. 

I'm sorry I haven't been here so much. 

Monday - around 2 o' clock in the afternoon, I was waiting for the bus home when I suddenly felt so dizzy to the point that I cried because I felt really bad. My vision became blurry until it became black. I apparently fainted and goodness was it scary! I had never fainted in my entire life so that was something new. Didn't see that coming. The bus driver called the ambulance and they drove me to the hospital. 

Today, I was really excited to see The Hobbit in the cinema until I started feeling weird again. I started sweating yet really cold. I was afraid I would faint again so I tried my best to calm down and told myself not to faint. It sucked because I badly wanted to see the film and enjoy it but unfortunately my body did not allow that and instead made me feel bad. I could barely concentrate on the film. I asked my friend's sister if she had some water and thank God she had. I had some water and it made me feel better for a while but the bad feeling came back. I was almost teary-eyed because I did not want this. I want to feel good but I don't know what's wrong with me. I am praying and hoping that this is just my being inactive the past few weeks/months. I want to start exercising again, go out for walks. I do not want think anything negative at all. I have always been healthy so I can't be sick of anything serious. Right? Right. God will take care of me. 

Anyway as far as I can remember the film was great today and the voice of Smaug gave me the chills. The ending song was great, good job Ed Sheeran. The actors did well and I loved the she-elf ! She seemed to like Kili ~ ! Aaaahhhh they would be so cute together! 

Now I have to rest. 

Too low blood pressure

It was the first time I ever fainted in my life. First time I ever had to be in the hospital myself. I couldn't even imagine that I was actually in the hospital. That I was actually the patient. I thought I was having a dream, after being unconscious for 2-3 minutes at the bus stop. I was with my mother, thank God. What if I was all alone? I didn't know I was going to faint because I never fainted before. Now that I know, I know what to do next time. This coming Saturday we're going to watch the second The Hobbit! I and my friends are so psyched to see this wonderful film, and of course wonderful film score. It's going to be my first cinema experience, too, by the way. Haha. I have so many things that I haven't done yet, that most of the people my age have already done. I'm in bed right now. Resting. I still feel weak from yesterday's incident. I hope it will never happen again. Drink looooads of water and be active. I will probably watch LOTR part 3 today. Oh, btw, Nelson Mandela died. RIP. I still have no internet connection by the way. It must be the snowstorm. I have to fix Christmas presents soon.