Poems about me, really?

Dearest diary,

What's up? I've been watching LOTR emotional scenes again and I can't help my tears from falling! Haha. :D

I've been very busy lately, aaaaand.... guess what? I don't know why I still think of him!

But I can tell you that I've never been in the same situation before. I've never had a poet as a suitor. And this poet happened to be very good at what he's doing. February 21st, he posted a link on his blog. It's a PDF file with 13 poems written ABOUT ME! Can you believe that?! About me! I was soooo... gaaaah! Extremely happy I couldn't explain the feeling. Haha! He's soooo poetic. So clever, sweet, cute, kind, musical, intelligent, everything. I just . . . I just think he's really awesome. I'm actually planning to print his stuff out. I'll do it when I find time. I want to have the book in hand. But seriously, his words are so beautiful that they sing in my head! Haha. :-) I've been trying to write poems now, too. Not that good yet, but with practice! :D

I have so many things to do right now so I feel a little stressed. Had to cry it out.

Good night dearest diary!

I kind of miss you; I don't know why.

I should not be feeling this way, but I do.

I'm glad we've started talking. I mean, we haven't really had any bonding before, eventhough we went to the same high school.

So much cleverness, so much creativeness.

So much art, literature and music.

Ever so great, ever so cool.

Ever so awesome, I feel like a fool :P

So, poetry, yes? I love words. They're beautiful, they're fun. I need to work on my poetry writing skills. 

I love this poetry website I just joined. Beautiful layout and people actually read the poems and leave comments. I love it! It gives me more encouragement. I wish I were as good as you though. I know I'll never be. You're so poetic. I'm always entertained with your words; our conversations. It's like I could hear you singing eventhough you're just writing. The words freely sing in harmony.

I'm sick. Cough, cold, and just recovered from a fever. 

I went to Uni today just to find out it was Thursday.

I honestly thought it was Friday . . . and FRIDAY is EXAM! THURSDAY is FREE DAY.

Gosh. Barely had any sleep. :( 

Wasted my 3 hours travelling.

I adore Daniel Marbaix's Photography!

Nooooo.

I've got a cold. I haven't had this for ages! Feels so weird. I have to tell you that I have actually received goodie stuff today. Homemade müsli bars from Sallwa and baozi from Camille, haha! Also, Victor gave me a piece of clothe so I could make my poncho. Lol. How nice are these people? Last time, Julia baked semlor and brought one for me and herself; we fikad it at the Uni. 

Feels like I get a lot of stuff from my friends. Who's the next victim? Haha! 

So tomorrow I'm going to join a "fraternity" at the Uni. The initiation is ongoing for two weeks, I believe. The poncho is actually for this, haha. 

My cousin finally received my present for her. She liked it very much. :)

I had poetry lessons today and it was really fun. The professor was quite funny and he was really good. Eversince I started my studies at the Uni, I've never really felt something like this. I enjoyed the class a lot. I guess it's because poetry is like music to me; they're work in the same way and they are both things that requires creative thinking. Poetry is art, indeed. I almost got teary-eyed when he showed some very beautiful poems. 

This is going to be my lunch for tomorrow. Can't wait to eat it! Haha. I cooked everything a while ago. Some of the veggies are boiled and some are stir-fried. The salmon is fried.

 My dinner tonight! I enjoy cooking a lot, and eating as well (of course) ! Loving the greens.

Studying as hard as I can

Yes, the title speaks for Itself. I haven't had a real sleep for days now. University life is very demanding but I kind of like it. Though I kind of feel like I don't want to continue, music is the one that encourages me to not give up. I almost cried a tear last night. I badly want to play some music and at the same time finish my studies. Here's the view of my study room by the way:

What I had for breakfast yesterday: oatmeal and avocado. 

February 13th, Thursday - Party with the class at SU!

Feb. 14, Friday - My boy friends suprised me with sweets and random asparagus + raspberries, haha! How sweet. 

What I had for dinner last night. No meat, only veggies! The red onion was really delicious, I must say!

That's all for now. I might come back later for additional updates. I have to work on some urgent things now. 

MUSIC please

MUSIC is one of the best thing there is! I promise, it is!
I was having my dinner when I heard a classical piece and I found myself in tears.
Music is so wonderful that I'd die if it didn't exist! I really, really need to do something and I am! I am still looking for people to play music with since I just recently moved in here. I LOVE MUSIC, I really do!

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Feb 10

Finally got my new official dictionary! 

I'm sooooo happy. This is a really good dictionary! It's my first ever dictionary. One that I actually bought myself, one that is actually new. It's mine, my own, my preciaaaaaz! 

Oxford English Dictionary

 

Study hard + rock hard

I've been studying a lot lately. I am studying right now actually! I've been reading a lot. Loads of books and articles and all that. I sometimes take a nap or play the guitar to refresh my mind. I hope my studying doesnt kill me, because I barely get any sleep nowadays. I hope this is over soon. Btw, my landlords are so cool. Michael brought me "fika" today! Perfect. 

Last time I went out to fika with my friend Sissi. I missed her! We went to Starbucks  which opened recently. 

We had this orientation thingee at the Uni and we had food and drinks. I had white wine and flädercider! ;-)