Time: 22:29
Dear Diary,
For some reason this song The Universe makes me feel calm and sad, and Gregory's voice reminds me of this guy I've always liked. Me and this guy haven't had a constant communication; it's on and off. Sometimes we talk a lot, and sometimes we don't talk for days . . . weeks . . . months. We've always been good friends though, and I think that's what matters to me the most. So you see, I like him but I don't think I will ever dare let him know. This is the part where I can really say that we're better off as friends, although who knows what life has in store? Time will tell. I am just glad he messaged me again and I can't deny that I have missed talking to him. I miss him. Why am I even saying we're better off as friends? I don't know. I guess we're both too involved with our music and we have no time getting into a relationship. I admire him for that though, because his passion for his art inspires me. Something happened last summer that made me stop talking to him for a while. I don't know, I just felt I had to. I respect him as a person, and he's a good guy . . . I just didn't want to step out of line. I guess I was scared. He is special to me and I don't want to hurt him or myself in any way. I just had to take a break and lay low. He's a very sweet guy and I cherish him as a very good friend. As I said, we'll never know what the future holds. Who knows, we might realise that we've always liked each other when we're old. I'm just too scared right now, and I just want to feel safe; and when we are good friends with each other, I feel safe.
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