it was fun in the country

So I was in the country from Sunday to Monday and I got home around 7 tonight.
I have checked my mailbox and had to reply to a bunch of messages.
I have fixed the audition stuff so everything is settled now. We're so psyched to hold this guitarist & bassist audition ~ I wonder who is going to end up as our second guitarist and bassist! I hope they're awesome!

I am really tired. The time is 23:47. I probably need some sleep soon. I got a parcel right at my doorstep today when I got home. It's the IWROTETHISFORYOU booook omg! But... my friend Cam is going to have this one. I can wait for mine, it's on its way and it's okay because I am reading a book right now (Me Before You by Jojo Moyes). So, I have ordered a pair of training shoes now, finally! I have a pair but they are at my Mom's and I don't have time to travel just to get them shoes. I have been training for a week now (yes, I am back on track after all the stress and depression) and I need a pair of training shoes ASAP! I hope they're good and comfy.

So, I am going to meet Cam tomorrow to hand her the IWROTETHISFORYOU book. She's sooo excited right now, haha!

And regarding the guy, well, I can't stand his drama. It feels like he's making up his own problems. Fights and talks and arguments that shouldn't exist because of his drama. I didn't expect him to be like this, to be honest. I really didn't. I thought we're okay now and all of a sudden his bringing up things as if he wants us to have something to fight about? I don't really get it. Screw this. I am so tired. And sad. And tired. This sucks, man.

There is no diet that will do what eating healthy does. Skip the diet. Just eat healthy.

So I've been working out today. I missed it so much. I've been stressed and depressed the past few months and I just didn't have the energy at all. When I woke up this morning I started doing crunches and running and aerobics and all. It felt good. Afterwards, I decided to take a shower then leave for the grocery store. I bought lots of healthy stuff and... it felt good. Haha.

I love avocadoes, I really do. I can eat it whenever, wherever. Haha! It's been quite awhile since I last had apples and yoghurt. The snacks are delicious by the way. Different kinds of nuts. I loved cashew the most, I think.

So uhm nowadays I've only been working and working on music. It's really fun. I feel motivated and I love how my friends show their support and how they say that I've got this thing going and they can't wait to hear more. This truly makes me happy. Thanks, guys.
And oh, I am really happy to share with you, diary, that I was able to finish writing a song real quick because of something I've read about online the past few days. It's tragic but I'm kind of honoured to be writing a song about this. I hope someday that the people/person I'm writing about will hear this song and realise that it's actually about them/her/him.

So before I went to the grocery store, I saw this second hand store so I went in and there were a couple of interesting things. I never buy vinyl records because of the album cover but this time I did. I have never heard of the music but I bought it anyway because the album cover was simply beautiful. It was art. I loved the painting.
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I haven't talked to *him* that often lately and I miss him. Earlier today I suddenly received a message from him and my heart felt like it was jumping or something. I must be happy seeing his name pop up on my chatbox. Tummy feels funny, haha.
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By the way, I've seen this beautiful quote by a man called Neil Gaiman and I loved it so I've been thinking about it a lot and it's so funny because my friend Camille has been talking a lot about this book that she wants so bad and at first I was like OKAAAAY and thought the book cover was beautiful but then I realised... the author was Mister Neil freaking Geiman and I was like zoooomg I this book must be good I gotta have it I'm gonna have it!!! Hahaha. So yes, two books ordered. One for me, one for my friend Camille. Haha!

Tomorrow, I'll be rehearsing with my band. Zaaaawesome!

Videos, people! Videos!

So, here I am sitting and thinking of how fun it is to film stuff. I think that's one reason why I can't remove this app called "videofyme" because it's simply fun and very easy to use.
Sometimes I film very random things and this app is just perfect for it. I also like getting random videos from my friends, haha! I've been receiving random videos from various friends across the globe. It's fun! There's this app called LINE and from there you could actually make short clips and choose the background music that you like.

I've been writing songs today. Been to the grocery store as well. Kitty cat is in my room but I don't want to let him out. He's too cute to leave this room. Stay, kitty. Stay.

Rehearsal Space

So yesterday I went to Odenplan and checked the rehearsal space and it looked great! We girls are so psyched to finally rehearse next week! We've decided to have our rehearsal after 4 PM. I'm really looking forward to play music with the girls and to finally make some music once and for all!
We parted ways but Emma and I decided to walk around and go to a music store but we did not find any downtown. We went to Kulturhuset and checked out music books, magazines and such. She borrowed some stuff. After that we decided to go home. Oh by the way I have to invest my own microphone since they only have drumsets and we have to take our own stuff with us.

I am making some music right now so I'm gonna be busy for a while. See ya!

I wrote this for you

I'm on the train with a friend who told me about this amazing book called I Wrote This For You and I checked it on the internet and I just can't stop thinking about it. No words can express how much amazed I am by this book and I just feel like I really NEED this in my life right now. Those beautiful words are stuck in my head like a disease and OH. MY. GOSH I can't wait to finally have it in my hands! My friend is sleeping over at h place tonight and we're gonna be talking about travelling and stuff. We've been to Espresso House and been talking about random stuff. We had fun. Been to bookstores as well. I wonder what we're going to have for dinner tonight. :-) 

I Cried Not Because The Drumming Was Good But Because It Was Bad. And I Mean, Really BAD.

Uhm, hey diary.

I don't know why but I suddenly remembered crying during a rehearsal while performing my guitar solo on stage because I thought the drum accompaniment was bad (I thought it was toooo slow and sloppy and I was just not impressed at all) and I thought it made my guitar solo sound really terrible and I am really sensitive when it comes to this kind of things. It wasn't just bad, but it was bad enough to make me feel bad and cry. I couldn't help my tears but I carried on playing my solo and my guitar mentor had to interrupt and made me sit down. He talked to me and asked what was wrong, and I told him exactly what I felt. I was still crying while I was telling him all that. The drummer must have noticed my irritation and how upset I was so the next time we played, he did well. I knew I could play my part so well and I just didn't want to mess it up. I just don't like when musicians don't do what they have to do and when they still don't know what they're supposed to know already.
It's just...disappointing.

Valborg and shit

I lol'd at the title of this entry but yeah whatever, haha. So the time is now 00:05.
I spent my Valborg in Skövde. Cooked good food, met new faces, tons of music and had nothing but a good time (oh yeah you know it, Poison)! Haha. I got quite intoxicated. Good thing I kind of noticed it and stopped drinking. I ordered my first drink at the pub (apple cider) but I was not able to finish it because I was feeling weird. My head was aching and my tummy was whining and I felt like puking but I tried my best to not puke because that would be a total disaster, haha. I ordered nachos btw! Yum. So yeah, I met people and it was fun and since most of them were creative people we got to talk about many things. Mostly music though since most of them were musicians. I traveled home and had to rush home to leave my heavy stuff and go and meet the girls immediately. We had our rehearsal at Ullis' place and it was lovely. We had a GREAT time and we thought it was really fun.
We're gonna go check our new rehearsal space since the first one we were supposed to have stopped contacting us and we thought it was so weird and unprofessional. No wonder they lose customers/musicians. It sucks. :-( Anyway let's hope this new rehearsal space is a good one.