I Cried Not Because The Drumming Was Good But Because It Was Bad. And I Mean, Really BAD.

Uhm, hey diary.

I don't know why but I suddenly remembered crying during a rehearsal while performing my guitar solo on stage because I thought the drum accompaniment was bad (I thought it was toooo slow and sloppy and I was just not impressed at all) and I thought it made my guitar solo sound really terrible and I am really sensitive when it comes to this kind of things. It wasn't just bad, but it was bad enough to make me feel bad and cry. I couldn't help my tears but I carried on playing my solo and my guitar mentor had to interrupt and made me sit down. He talked to me and asked what was wrong, and I told him exactly what I felt. I was still crying while I was telling him all that. The drummer must have noticed my irritation and how upset I was so the next time we played, he did well. I knew I could play my part so well and I just didn't want to mess it up. I just don't like when musicians don't do what they have to do and when they still don't know what they're supposed to know already.
It's just...disappointing.