Am I Weird

I was browsing videos and suddenly found videos about prodigies. I was teary-eyed! These little people with beautiful minds. It's just so moving. I wish more young gifted people would get help to make this world a better place.


So the time is 00:04, and I am studying French. I finally have time to study this wonderful language again. It would be really great to master this beautiful language.

I have noticed one thing about myself though. You know what I said about not many people understanding me? It's true, indeed. And I also feel that I cannot talk to people my age so much because ... I don't know why but it feels like I think differently. I enjoy talking to older people more, it feels like I can communicate better that way. It's also a very good thing when I learn things from them, things I never know about.

Sometimes, I feel like crying. Like, right now. I feel like I am not good at anything except from expressing myself. It feels like the only thing I am really good at is expressing how I feel, whether it is through music, art or whatever it is. I feel like the only thing I could ever do is this and if I do something else, I would not succeed. Have you ever felt this way? :-/


This is a good article by the way.

Listening to Chopin at the moment. He's one of my favorite composers ever.