Crushing on someone so hard

Can't believe I'm crushing on someone so hard that I'm crying. I'm crying because it seems like we both feel the same way for each other but just can't say it because we don't want to ruin the friendship and both of us dont have the time to be in a relationship right now. We're both passionate musicians. 

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Good morning! The time is 10:29 AM and I can't stop thinking about it. 

It's sad that we can't be together because of our passion which is music. I just have to accept the fact that we can't be together (at least not for now) because we have to focus on our goals. I know the consequences of being together with a musician and I can't risk being in that situation right now. Besides, both of don't want to be in a relationship right now so we're both fine. It's just that I'm sad thinking of it because he's a guy I really like. His voice is amazing.