Piano

I really love the piano, you know. I love playing it. Thing is, I don't have piano anymore. The one I have here is a Yamaha keyboard which I really don't like because it feels plastic-y and you know that feeling when you're playing on a bad instrument, it feels like you're automatically bad as well. What made me emotional today is when someone asked me about his struggling with left-hand coordination and I advised him from my personal experience that it's just a matter of time and loooots of practice. Afterwards, I felt overwhelmed and it made me remember of how much I'd given just to be able to learn this instrument. I would practice for hoooours. I can't help my tears now.

Also, I think most of the people think I am really good at it just because they think I play with such emotion and I do, I can't deny that, but I don't think I deserve it because honestly I am not really good. But one thing's for sure: improvisation is really my thing.