This feeling sucks. Okay, so I started talking with this wonderful Finnish guy but then I realised I couldn't really continue my thing with him because of my priorities. If I continue, my priorities will probably be ruined. Music is my biggest priority right now and I will not let anyone or anything ruin me while I am on my way. It sucks that I had to choose between the two. It sucks that I was left without a choice. It sucks that I am hurting right now. We were not even together and it has not even gone a week and I already gave up but that is because I had do. I thought it would be better to make an end of it now than later when his feelings have grown much stronger. I really do like him, and I think he is a wonderful guy. I think he deserves someone better than me; someone who has time for him. He is a musician too, I just don't know how driven and passionate he is about music. I would really love to stay in touch with him because he is a nice guy, not to mention he loves our music. This sucks. Big time.
I'm just gonna sit here and cry.
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