Writing a song

I just wrote a song and I was trying to come up with good melodies and I came up with this one and it just brought me to tears while I was singing it. The lyrics and the music together just made me feel... I don't know, it made me feel emotional and it made me realise how much I need this, how much I want this and that I really feel that I have something going on and I should never ever stop. Music is my life. What the heck. My tears don't want to stop streaming down my face. You know I was out with Sissi two days ago (Monday) and I haven't been out in ages. I only had one glass of wine and I felt like going home afterwards because I couldn't stand being there. I'm not used to it anymore. I felt bad being there and not making music. I felt bad being there instead of writing songs. When I came home I had to sit down and make music right away.